Is Love a Burden?

Is love a burden?  

What’s the proof of true love?

Why is the woman I love not the prettiest woman I know?

Why didn’t I love the woman that loved me?

How do I know what I feel is not love but a crush?

How do I know that I am in love?

Why do we get so attracted to one another and yet nature says we can’t be paired?

The first time I fell in love was in primary 4. I would say I loved her because I didn’t know how to lust after a woman at that time, it was my preteen, I was purely ignorant and innocent.

The second woman I loved was someone I didn’t prefer before the few times we spent as friends, but then, suddenly I couldn’t stand, so I FELL, in love and with her. She was someone I would sacrifice anything for; my best friend, that one to whom I could give my life for.

She was that woman I loved so much, though she was not so beautiful enough, but she became something to me more than all the treasures in the sphere. I fell in love with her and found it difficult, I mean almost impossible to stand because I was FALLEN indeed in love.

Truly I loved this woman indeed, but there was a nudge in my echo that brought trouble to my peace; telling me this woman so dear to my heart was not the satisfaction my soul so desired. 

I told her consecutively how my soul was at war within the bothers of my heart so immense in her love.

To be continued...